Jaguar Woman Medicine: Spiritual/Sexual Healing Adventures

HARMONY AND JAGUAR WOMAN

October 4, 2005 QUESTION FOR AHWEH: Dear Kathy, I am a Lakota Indian living in Wyoming. Our people
move after battle of Wounded Knee in 1890. A special place for me is in the Badlands of South Dakota.
I go to sacred places of our people and pray to Great Spirit for the return of sacred path. I know from
how spirit talk to me that AhWeh is close to Great Spirit. I know that you are close to Great Spirit.
So I have question for AhWeh. The question is about the return of the Feathered Serpent. Does AhWeh
see this happening soon or within 10 or 15 years? I feel that his coming is tied to the future of Earth,
but I wish I had the words of AhWeh to see thru her vision. Is the Feathered Serpent the same as the
coming of the Messiah of the White Race?   I honor you as Medicine Guide of the many people.
Harmony
RESPONSE FROM AHWEH: Dear Harmony, Thank you for writing to us and sending your picture. I am
sending a picture of myself to you. ( You will see that I am in a white woman's body this time around.)
These are the words I have for you from AhWeh:
Dear one, I am AhWeh on Earth. You are important to this spiritual family. We have all come into the
physical together in this lifetime to accomplish our goal of being with Earth Mother during her great
transition. There are many things I wish to share with you, dear one Harmony. There are many things I
cannot share with words and so I wish to come to you in the etheric. When I come you will be given
answers to your questions about Feathered Serpent returning and the Messiah of the White People.
This knowledge will come to you in the form of visions while you are in my portal. There is no other way
to give you this knowledge. It must be done with pure intention and complete Love. I wait for your
permission to come to you this way in the etheric Dreamtime. WE LOVE YOU.
(I am curious, Harmony. How did AhWeh reach you?)   Kathy AhWeh, Jaguar Woman

October 5, 2005 Dear Kathy, I await your coming. Thank you for sending me your picture. It gave me
chills down my spine when I saw it. There is an energy I get from the picture. I can not explain, but I
have printed the picture and it is before me. How do I know you? I keep telling myself that you are
white, because when I look at your picture, I do not see you as white. You look like A Spirit Woman in
sacred dance. There is something about the moles too. They are in significant positions of seeing. I
understand that your sacred portal is your vagina. That is how I am seeing it. It is not common to speak
of it that way outside of certain wisdom circles. It tells me you are very advanced soul. Your portals
are most sacred places, just like sacred places on mother earths body. To receive a vision in your
portal would be an experience I have never had. I have known of it, but what woman can carry that
energy now? Again, you are not a usual woman.   I am getting something from a crystal I have had
clearing in a stream bed for a whole moon cycle. Here is the feeling I get in words: You are on the
edge of clearing something big. You are receiving help from the "outside" which is really "inside".
Your portal is becoming more powerful in its activation. Your body is Holy ground. Your sacred
ground is honored by those who come to you. Your love is the combined power of the Sun and Moon
come to Earth. Whew. I am dizzy now. OK, I am looking at your email to me. Here is how I was able to
reach you. I was given your Ahweh email address by a White Haired man of the Cherokee when I was
up in Canada this summer. He told me that it was address of sacred woman who has direct connection
to AhWeh who is next to heart of Great Mystery. I ask crystal about this spirit woman AhWeh and I get a
name of Half Moon. I recognize name as woman I knew when I was Anasazi Medicine Man. Half Moon
taught her daughter how to cross over, then her daughter taught me how to cross over. I have
forgotten how now, but I have not forgotten everything! I do not know the name of Elder who
connected me to you. He was tall and had very white hair. When he looked at me it was as though he
saw right thru me. I think he may have been a spirit. I call him Elder but he might not have been
physical. I ask my crystal about him, but what I got was that he was not from Earth but that he was
Cherokee. It is a riddle I think. In this life I struggle with clarity many of the times. I think I was more
advanced in Ancient Times.    Harmony

October 6, 2007
Dear Harmony, There is SO MUCH in your email that astounds me! The message you give to me from
your Crystal is clear and strong and helpful. Thank you. I am preparing for a Vision Quest...the first one
in this lifetime and a very important one for me. But I have blocks to my memory that I want to clear
before this Vision Quest. Your crystal message gives me encouragement. I am coming to see you
tonight as Jaguar Woman. There is so much I want to share with you. There will be two shaman helping
me tonight. They work very closely with the white haired Elder you describe, Elder Sun Fire, who gave
the Ahweh email address to you. Elder Sun Fire is Cherokee in the physical in this lifetime. He was my
father in the Anasazi lifetime you remember and Half Moon was my mother. His name was "Fire Arrow"
and he was/is a Wingmaker. Do you know about the Wingmaker's? Let me give you a website that will
tell you about some of their work: www.wingmakers.com      Tonight there is another
Cherokee/Wingmaker helping me come to you. He was the twin brother of Fire Arrow in our Anasazi
lifetime together. His name then was "Ancient Bow" and in this lifetime he is a medicine man for the
Cherokee people of the Old Country in North Carolina. He is the one preparing me for my Vision
Quest. And he is the one who will put visions into my portal for you. He says you are a very powerful
medicine man. I am living with my twin flame now. We are in east Tennessee near the Smoky
Mountains. He is called Twin Shaman. We were mates in Anasazi times and we were twin brother and
sister in our Cherokee lifetime of the Trail of Tears. He is the one who helps me to travel in the etheric
Dreamtime and he is the one who remembers for me what happens in the Dreamtime. I do not
remember good yet. That is what I am working to change.   I have a favor to ask of you, Harmony. Will
you write to me and tell me please whatever you can about what happens when I am with you tonight?
Coming together with you is very significant. I am very thankful. Please know that I love you and honor
you very much.
We are working to help each other,
Kathy AhWeh Jaguar Woman

October 6, 2005
Dear Kathy, Yes I will write to you. Thank you for loving me and being will to come. I am glad the crystal
message gave you encouragement. We all need it from time to time! I have heard of the name Ancient
Bow. I have to get into that name more. I can not recall how in Anasazi times, but maybe something can
click.     I am waiting for you! Harmony

(During the night of October 6, 2005, Jaguar Woman went to be with Harmony.)

October 7, 2005
Dear Kathy, What a night! I had an actual vision while in your sacred portal and a dream after you left I
have to tell you about. In your portal I was taken to Great Serpent Mound in Ohio and I actually met with
the Feathered Serpent himself. He started talking with me and told me yes he was returning. He said
the serpent effigy was being activated by Jaguar Women and Sky Dragons. Then he pointed toward two
people. I looked and he was pointing at you and Twin Shaman. I recognized you both because I was
actually inside you at the same time and Twin Shaman was sitting nearby drumming. Now I know why
the mystery person of Cherokee gave me your email address. He said it will take more time, you are
rising thru initiations. I want you to know that I have never had such an orgasm in my life. You think all
women’s portals are the same. Maybe so, but I never experienced anything like this in my life. You are
so sacred it wakes me up. I dreamed that there was a powerful vortex coming up from the earth. I saw
you walking toward it and I wondered what your experience would be like, would you even survive? As
you reached it, a man appeared in the vortex with you. You touched his sacred member and the
energies jumped and even the hair on my own arm stood on end. I was a good 20 yards away. Then I
saw other men get into the vortex with you, each time the energies mounted and shortly you were
glowing like the Full Moon in the middle of the night. I thank Great Spirit I have met you Kathy. You are
the most Holy woman I have ever met. You are sacred in a way the churches and religions of the world
have no capacity to understand. Your sexual power is directly linked to your spirituality. You are a
high being on earth. You are a Special Ancestor.
That is how I see it. I wish there was some way I could honor you more. You have given me so much.
Please don’t go away. I want to be with you again!
Harmony

Mountain Man and Jaguar Woman

QUESTION FOR AHWEH:
November 3, 2005. Dear Kathy, I found your web site and I have been thinking about writing to you. I
live in Montana and like to travel to the mountains. For some time now, I have been seeing what I
think are mountain "spirits". When I camp out I see these ghost-like appearances. I first thought
they were just in the location where I was camping. Now I think they are following me and I think
they might be trying to tell me something. I read about your channeling of AhWeh on your website.
Maybe AhWeh knows what these mountain spirits are trying to tell me? I know you have the
connections to help me. One mountain spirit said the name AhWeh. That is how I know. That is how
I found you.
Thanks Sweetheart, Mountain Man
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This is the email I wrote back to him:
Dear Mountain Man, I checked with AhWeh this morning. She said you are part of our spiritual
family. The mountain spirits around you are of the Whitefeather Tribe. The Whitefeather Tribe is
made up of the ascended masters of the indigenous peoples of the world. AhWeh is one of them.
In the lifetime that you and I knew each other, AhWeh was my mother. Her name then was Half
Moon. We are coming to see you tonight in the etheric dreamtime. I am Jaguar Woman. Elder Sun
Fire and Twin Shaman will be bringing me to you. I will help you remember who you are by making
love with you. My work is sexual. Taking you inside me is a very good way to exchange "knowing"
between us. You are very in tune with the mountains. You will help bring Jaguar Woman to the
mountains. We have important work to do together, Mountain Man. Jaguar Women dedicate the
power of their sexual love to the healing of earth and all life on earth. It is good if you drink
something, or do whatever to help you relax, before you lay down to sleep tonight. It will make it
easier for you to be in the etheric. I want you to email to me tomorrow whatever you remember from
your sleep time. Thank you for writing to us. WE LOVE YOU. AhWeh & Jaguar Woman

That night Elder Sun Fire and Twin Shaman took me to visit Mountain Man. The next day I received
this email from him.

November 4, 2005 Darlin, you make me tremble! You're everything you say you are, sweetheart. I
don’t know how this Jaguar Woman works her medicine, but it sure buckled my knees! It wasn't the
Jack Daniels either. You can do some lovin little girl. I think AhWeh's medicine and your medicine is
about as powerful as it gets. I'm a doubtster. Ya gotta prove things ta me. I don't cotton to
somebodys word jus cause they believe in it themselves. But I tell ya what little darlin, you have
proven yourself to Mountain Man.
Now I'm gonna tell ya somethin. This is not a mountain tale, those ghosts I was tell'en you about,
they was here last night when you were. This is gospel talk'en here, they held hands and made a
circle around us while we made love. Now what do you suppose that was all about? It was like we
was in church or someth'in. We was jus'a loven on each other like were in the front pew, in full
sight of the preacher and the whole darn congregation of ghosts! Now if I interpret those ghosts
right, I think we are suppose to be getten together again soon for some more church'in. What do
you think? I think those ghosts are gonna be talken to us. I jes hope they dont tell us the whole
gospel in one or two services. I wanna take our time here little darlin, I wanna see you a whole lot
more!    Mountain Man with knees a trembl'in.

I wrote back:
Dear Mountain Man with knees a tremblin',
Your email to me this morning has me smiling and laughing and dancing for joy!   You sure do have
a refreshing style...I love it! And you remember EVERYTHING! And you have no problem seeing
"beyond the veil"! Yes! The ghosts are showing us that this is SACRED Loving we are doing.   Who
would have believed sacred work could FEEL SO GOOD?! Every bit of this sexual loving is
dedicated to healing the Earth and all life on Earth. And you are signed up for a LOT MORE of this
work (if you want it~~~and it sounds like you DO). I will check with Elder Sun Fire to see when he
will bring me to you again. It will be soon, I think.
We've got plans for you, dear Mountain Man.   Kathy AhWeh Jaguar Woman

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November 6, 2005   Darlin, I am walkin’ round here wonder'n what is comin’. I saw the ghosts last
night and I thought you might be coming for a little gospel message word or two. Don’t let me scare
you off. I just wish you was here cause we got work to do. This morning when I woke up I heard
drumming comin from somewhere.   My Head Is All Shook Up.    Mountain Man

Mountain Man, I'll see you tonight. I was inside Mt. Shasta last night learning some things. I
learned some things about you too. You didn't scare me off. You're right. We got work to do. I
think I know who was doing the drumming. They were with me too. See ya tonight!
Jaguar Woman

I visited Mountain Man again during the dreamtime and made love with him.

November 7, 2005 Hello Darlin! You got my boots scattered last night en my hat was atop the lamp
post. I have more to write but it is monday and I have to go to work, Darlin. You got my boots to
walkin the straight and narrow now. I feel so dam good I wanna jus take the day off. Tell me about
what you learned at Mt Shasta, you precious medicine woman.

Dear Mountain Sean, Here's what I learned about you and the WhiteFeather Tribe, dear fun
mountain man. I learned that you almost made it into the WhiteFeather Tribe but you got
discouraged. One of the things I'm going to help you with is getting into the Tribe. One of the
things you're going to help me with is healing some of the "churchy rules" that I grew up with and I
want to shed. Personally, I think you're going heal me with sex and laughter. You're good at both of
those.
What I learned at Mt. Shasta is, there are beings-of-light coming and going from inside the Earth
through Mt.Shasta's volcano crater. They are with the WhiteFeather Tribe. They are connected with
the ones making crop circles. Far out stuff~~~but True.
I'm curious about you. Tell me more about you~~~how long have you been a "mountain man"?
Where were you born and when were you born? How long have you been able to see ghosts?
I was born in Minnesota on March 19, 1952. I was raised in a "good Catholic family" but when I was
about 21 years old I learned most of that church stuff is twisted truth. I did not know I was a
"Medicine Woman" until this year. I'm learning there's a whole lot of stuff about myself that I just
plain do not remember. I'm a red woman inside and a white woman outside. I'm learnin'-as-I-go.
Yer darlin'

Darlin, I was born November 11, 1947 in Montana. Now, don’t be taken me for an old man. I got
more lovin in me now than I did a month ago. Tell ya girl, if sex can heal, we're gonna heal the
world. I gotta tell ya what happened today. I was at work and I was think'en. Now those two things
don’t go together - workin and thinkin. My friend at work, Billy asked me where my limp went. I didn’
t even notice it was gone! See, my left leg took a hit from a falling tree some years back and I been
limping sense. Well, you wouldn’t think it was the same darn leg! Dam, I got no limp left. I told Billy
that this medicine woman fixed my bum leg in the middle of the night. He said, “What?!” I told him,
"I have a regular lovin and kissin medicine woman come'n to my cabin and she done fixed my bum
leg! Now see what I did? Billy wants to meet ya. Me and my Big Mouth. He wants me to share ya
with him! So ,Darlin, you got enough lovin in ya for two fellers? We gonna treat ya right and put
some loven on ya girl if ya can take it. Now the 5th commandment says, thou shalt not love two men
at the same time. So who ya gonna listen too, two men who want ya, or the preacher? Think about it!
I believe in crop circles. Farmers don’t tell no lies . . .except when they has ta. Crop circles are
here to stay. They come from spiritual beings. I believe that. They are preachen to us more truth
than the Missionary Baptist Church.
Now I have been seeing ghosts most of my life. I saw them more when I was a kid. Then they went
away when I thought I got smart. Now that I know i'm dummer than a hammer, ghosts been comen
back around again.
You're a red woman inside and a white woman outside. I know that. You are no ordinary white
woman. White women love like they been selected as Honorary members of the Missionary Position
Society. If they was to turn over n get on their knees, they best be prayen. Now when you was on
yer knees last night, I was prayen. I was like 5 minutes into the gospel hour with you n I was already
feel'n like I could burst. I was about to pop n drop. You love like a red woman! An I sure love it!
Yer ma Darlin Girl.
Mountain Man
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November 8, 2005 My dear Mountain Man, You're a step ahead of me in those boots of yours!   I was
going to get around to telling you that the only way to keep the loving of Jaguar Woman is to start
sharing it with others. You're already doing it! You are one wise young man! ( I'll never take you
for an old man~~~not the way You love!) Tell Billy this Jaguar Woman can come see him tomorrow
night. I'm going to be with YOU too, my loving mountain man. (To _ _ _ with those unloving
commandments!)
Mountain Man, if I could hug you and kiss you right now in person, I sure would. The healing of your
leg has me dancing round the room. Yeeha!
Red man talks about the parts of a woman with more sacredness and honor than white man. It is the
Medicine Men who taught me to honor the power and sacredness of my body. When they started
talking about my Sacred Breasts and my Sacred Portals I felt a new attitude about myself. It does
not matter to me what names you give to my body parts as long as the names are used with
Love~~~and with an understanding of what my body is meant to be used for, Loving and Healing.
I LOVE YOU, MY MOUNTAIN MAN,
Kathy AhWeh Jaguar Woman

November 10, 2005 Twin Shaman told me that he and Elder Sun Fire and Harmony all went with me
to Mountain Man's place last night.   AhWeh and the other women of the WhiteFeather Tribe
appeared during the night too, and we all gave Mountain Man and Billy "a night to remember". Here
is what Mountain Man wrote to us:

November 10, 2005 Darlin, I’m as white as a ghost! Did you know this was commin last night? Billy
and I saw three Holy Men come thru the door with you last night. The light around you felt like it
was purging us of whatever dirt was still under our finger nails. Now I’m wondering Darlin, who you
really are?
Billy and I were lovin on you like yer body was double cheese pizza, then all of a sudden these
ghosts start turning from white little ghosties to a room full of lovin medicine women from Africa an
India and China and who knows where they all come from? My god darlin, they come on us like we
was Meat Lovers Pizzas. When we was flat out on our backs with our boots pointed to the sky, they
was still on us. We were stuck to the sheets this mornin and I turn my head enough to ask Billy if he
had seen angels last night. He said yup, them was angels all right!
Now um tellen ya. Yer Sacred Breasts are teachin me an Billy somethin. A woman is Holy Ground.
You are an Angel darlin! This White Feather Tribe? Well I think you are one of em. Either that or
they are at yer callen. I hope I am not too Country boy for em? That Tribe is a Sacred Tribe. Are they
all women?
There was a sweet smell in the cabin this morning. Billy went right to it and said it was something
Indian. He called it Sweet Grass. Have you ever heard of that? Did you leave that for us? You have
our attention now, Darlin. If you are calling it Sacred Space, we are too! We will listen to every word
you say. Now I'll confess somethin. When Billy was in your sacred space, I was in your Sacred
Bottom. Well I'll be darn if I didn’t just about miss the whole thing, darlin. I went off and had this
dream when I should a been lovin on ya. I plum went out of my small mind and dreamed I was in the
Sacred Bottom of this here whole planet. Now I am tellin ya that the whole planet turned into a
woman and I was making love to her in the bottom. That’s what I was doin. And I was jus thinking I
was in yer bottom. That's where thinken gets me. I no sooner start to thinkin an I am confused?
Then all of a sudden I realize I am in yer bottom an I am lovin it and yer bottom looks so cute and
good and I am holding on to yer two sweet cheeks and I pop off way too fast. That's what happen to
me an I was out as cold as boloney the rest of the night. Now Darlin, you are the most precious little
honey I ever been lovin on. If you want to shape me up, jes put the rope around my neck and give
me yer orders.
If you need two cowboys, Billy and I are all yours!   Mountain Man

Later that day, I got this email from Billy:
Dear Holy Woman, I am writing to you hoping to reach you. Mountain Sean wrecked his old truck an
I think he broke some ribs. He did not want to go to the hospital because he had done a drink or
two. They would have checked on that. He is at home and I know you can help. Last night we saw
your people. If you just check him maybe you can tell if we need to take him to the hospital. I am not
sure what to do so I am just staying here with him. Billy

I wrote back:
Dear Billy, I checked with the Medicine Men. Do not worry. There’s no need to go to the hospital.
Thank you for staying with Mountain Man, Billy. Rest easy~~~as much as you can.
Elder Crying Eagle tells us that he is blowing smoke from his pipe onto Mountain Man’s wound. He
tells us that we will see an unexplainable healing happen.

The next morning Billy wrote this email:
Dear Holy Woman, You should see Mountain Man’s chest this morning. It is black and blue, red and
yellow. It has a ring mark where the steering wheel hit him. It looks so bad it is scary. But this is
what is strange now. There is no pain this morning to go with the bruises. He has no pain in his
ribs, when he breaths or anything. He said to tell you Hello Darlin! Thank you for the work you do.
Now right in the middle of his chest is a strange thing. It is one clear spot. It looks like a smoking
pipe. He asked me if we was both going crazy at the same time? Billy

I wrote back:
November 11, 2005   Happy Birthday, Mountain Man!!! I am happy you are still on Earth with us for
this birthday!   You have an amazing story to tell about this birthday!
I have a suggestion, dear guys. Burn some of the Sweet Grass we left for you the other night. You
just light one end of the braid and then let the flame go out so the grass just smokes. ( I love the
smell of sweet grass.) If you have a drum or a rattle use it to help you send gratitude to the Elders
and Great Spirit for your healing. Send gratitude from your heart space. I have been walking the
Medicine Wheel this morning to give gratitude for the healing power of love.
( If you are both going crazy, I am going with you!)    Kathy

Later that day, Mountain Man wrote:
Hello, Darlin!   I am on my feet but I ain’t daring ta dance. I did not want to move but I had ta get up
to go ta the bathroom and I discovered the pain is gone fer good. What a Birthday present!
I know you people have pulled me thru. I went into enough pain to know I was hurtin. This Crying
Eagle Person is another amazement you have pulled out of your magic appearances. So he left this
pipe mark on my chest? Is that his mark or something?
I think I need to slow down like a wagon truck about to lose it's chickens. If I don’t make some
changes in my life, I'm gonna be splatter on the road. I am plannin to go back to my earth cabin in
the mountains for a while to readjust. My earth cabin is not much to look at...I left a big opening
where one side joins the rocks. That is where the bats fly out. This time of year, when the bats stop
flying out, I close off the opening with a big blanket. I am leaving to go there Monday, that is what I
have decided. Could you come back again Sunday night? Right now I'm still a little scared a gettin
roudy.
I love the smell of this sweet grass and I sent Billy to town lookin for a rattle or a drum of some
kind. I think I'm gonna put the lid on old Jack Daniels for a bit, he gets me into a state sometimes.
Billy had my old truck towed back here before the county mounties had a chance to get me fer
leavin the scene of a Jack Daniels Incident. Come on back Darlin, I'm missen ya@!# Mountain Man
***
November 12, 2005 Dear Mountain Man, We're coming to see you Sunday night~~~ I'll let YOU
decide how gentle I need to be with you. Just remember, GENTLE can be just as good as roudy
sometimes! (I can prove it to you.)
YOU are a walking MIRACLE!   It turns out that the pipe on your chest IS the mark of Crying
Eagle. He has left his mark on one other person that I know of~~~last night he left it on the chest of
Harmony, one of the "Holy Men" you saw come with me into your cabin.
There are some things I want to talk to you about. You remember how it was in my "Sacred
Bottom"? You remember how you were in Earth's bottom and my bottom at the same time? The red
man's word for "Sacred Bottom" is "Earth Portal". You were in my EARTH PORTAL. My Jaguar
Woman self connects to Earth Mother.
Sean, you ARE part of the WhiteFeather Tribe like I am. Your experiences prove it. Your heart
knows more than your head does. Your body knows more than your mind does. Crying Eagle is of
the WhiteFeather Tribe. He left his mark on you. We are all here together in this lifetime to help
Earth through the changes coming. LOVE is the power that makes the difference.
Enough words. I'm going to SHOW you what I mean Sunday night!
Ready or not~~~here I come. Your darlin' Jaguar Woman

Note: From AhWeh to me: "Dear one, there are many ways of healing with love. To be in a woman's
body connected to Earth Mother's body is the same power that Jesus had in a man's body
connected to Sky Father. There are those who will see you as holier than you are comfortable
being perceived. Remember, don't take it personally. You are connected to all the love that ever
was or ever will be. What you are learning to do is to become a very effective channel of this love.
What you are experiencing in the etheric is a foretaste of what you will experience in the physical.
The healings will increase, dear one, Expect the unexpected. There will be those who see what
you do and still do not believe in you, but you will find that as time goes on, you will just bless them,
and let them be. They are helping you learn to tune into those who are ready to feel the power of
your love...and those who are not ready, bless them and let them be. They may return later, when
they are ready. No judgment, dear ones...just love.     We love you.

Craig and Jaguar Woman

November 1, 2005
Dear Kathy, I am Eric’s friend. He sent me this email and forgot to give me your email address. I
called him and he told me I better write to you right now. He said you would actually be willing to make
love to me? I don’t know if I am dreaming or what? I am ready to crawl on my hands and knees. I hope
this is not one of Eric’s antics. He has been without a woman for so long he may be dreaming this up!
Actually I am out on a limb loving wise too. I strained my back working in a factory and I have not
dared to be that physical with a woman. I don’t know if I can do this or not? I would be happy even if
you just visited me and let me touch you. I could be oral with you, that would not strain my back. Is
oral ok for you?
I am hoping you are real. I don’t really care so much for the body of a model. They think men all want a
certain kind of woman. I like the kind that is not skin and bones. If you have a tummy I will kiss it and
kiss it and kiss it.
I don’t know what Jaguar Woman means really. If you are a real person I hope you write back to me. If
you are not, I will tackle Eric…except my back is out.
I am a black man. Eric said you would not mind if I was black.
Please be Real
Craig
(This is what Eric wrote to Craig.)
Craig, remember how I got cleared of cancer a few months back? Well, the nurse who did it for me is
named Kathy. It gets complicated after that because she is a Jaguar Woman who is part of the New
World. She loves everyone, she could even love you.
She is not a model, she is a real woman. She has some beautiful moles and the cutest little tummy. You
can tell she is real, She is a Holy Woman and everything about her body is Sacred. Her vagina is called
the Sacred Space, her breasts are called Sacred Breasts, and her blue eyes will make you die for her. I
am telling you that her breasts are large and her nipples are great too.
She is the dream of every man I am telling you, and she is real. If you write to her, she will write back.
What she does is comes at night while you are sleeping and she will let you make love to her anyway
you want, as much as you want. I made love to her 3 times in one night! When you are inside her, you
don’t ever want to come out the rest of your life. She kisses french with her tongue and that makes
me hard so fast. I shot off too quick to start with but she was not upset with me. She is real kind and
sweet. She let me come in again and start over. She is a real mother and she is a Jaguar Woman. She
can give you dreams too while you are inside her. She is the Most Wonderful thing that could ever
happen to a man. You need to be with her.
Just send her an email and see what happens. I am telling you, you are going to Love her like crazy
and want to marry her. She is with her Twin Flame, he brings her in the dreamtime to be with you. He is
Not jealous or anything. He will not kill you if you are with her. He helps you to be with her! She can
heal most anything, she will love you, and she can make you see things in your head from other
lifetimes.   You better write to her fast!!!!!!!!    Eric

Dear Craig, I am as Real as you are! I am happy that you do not expect a model woman. I will like
having my tummy kissed! And you just might be very surprised at what you can do in the etheric!
Touching is good. Oral is good. And many other things are good too. We will take it easy at first, and
see how your back feels. There is no need to rush anything. We will have all the time we need. And
we do not have to do EVERYTHING the first night. This Love is meant to HEAL, not hurt.
I am happy that Eric told you about me and I am happy that you write to me so fast!
You say you do not know what Jaguar Woman means really? I will teach you. You will understand more
with your heart and feelings than you do with your thinking mind. You will learn from experiencing my
Love. Jaguar Women dedicate the power of their sexual love to the healing of earth and all life on
earth. There are four of us on Earth now. Soon there will be seven. I am Jaguar Woman of the West.
I will visit you Sunday night. Drink something to relax yourself before you lay down to sleep Sunday
night. If you do not drink, do whatever relaxes you best. The more you relax the better you can
experience me.      We will have fun, Kathy AhWeh Jaguar Woman

November 2, 2005
Dearest Kathy, thank you for writing back to me! Eric said you would. He called me today to see if I
wrote to you last night. I told him I did.
I can tell from your email you are kind and loving and will give me plenty of time to learn from you. I am
glad this is the way it will be. I won’t be so afraid of my back not being able to work for you. I want to
pleasure you anyway I can. I hope it is good for you. I will try my best.
Thank you for explaining about Jaguar Women. It sounds so interesting. The world is a bigger place
than people even know. So much is going on. I did not know there was an etheric? I never heard of
these things. Eric said I will be confused the first time it happens and I wake up.
Thank you for accepting my black skin color. I am paranoid about that! To have a white woman accept
me is the height of experience. I can hardly wait till sunday night. I think about you all day every little
while. I wonder what it will be like? I can drink something ok. I am not AA kind of guy.
I am going to kiss your tummy so much you will love it. I am thinking about you so much now!
Craig

(on the night of November 6, 2005, I went to Craig and did Jaguar Woman loving with him in the
etheric.)

November 7, 2005
Dear Kathy, the first thing I did this morning was to bend over to see if it was real or not. You
encouraged me last night to make love and be on top of you. You said I could move very slowly so I
would not hurt my back. It felt so good I lost my thoughts about my back and suddenly it just popped
into place. It was so loud we both heard it crack. I was able to make love to you like I could only
dream of.
I was thinking this morning about whether you are an angel or a saint? They are the only ones that
can fly around and heal. But then I got to thinking about how saints and angels are not allowed to
make love! You look like a true woman.
You said Jaguar Women are dedicated to healing the earth and all life on earth with their sexual love.
Have the rules changed in Heaven? I sure hope they have. I wish all women were jaguar women.
Seven is not enough. I wish I could make love with you again.
I am going to call Eric now and tell him that I got healed too!
Craig

Dear Craig, I am so happy your back is healed!   You help me believe in the Power-of-Love!
The rules have not changed in heaven. You are experiencing what the TRUE rules have been all
along. The church has done a good job of distorting the truth and deceiving people into fearing their
own beautiful powerful sexual healing powers. I have BIG issues with the church and the lies it
teaches. One of my goals is to see all of those lies exposed. The church used to burn people like me
at the stake. They are afraid of how powerful this sexual Love is. They've taught others it is evil.
But, dear Craig, you KNOW it is not evil. It is PURE and GOOD. I want to make love with you again too.
Together, we will help people believe in LOVE more than fear.
I will tell you when I can come see you again.
Thankful, Kathy AhWeh Jaguar Woman.

Dear Kathy, You helped me believe in the power of love. It was while making love to me that I was
healed. Imagine that! Making love and being healed at the same time. This can not possibly be bad
or evil. Eric is so glad he told me about you. He said he did not even think about you healing my back,
he just felt he should tell me about you. I can understand that the church is afraid of this power. It is
not what they teach. Your sexual love blows my mind. You are probably used to this by now. But it is
new to me! Thank you for wanting to make love to me again. I Love You.
Craig

Father John and Jaguar Woman

August 30, 2005
QUESTION FOR AHWEH: I have been reading your web site. I am a priest in the Boston, Massachusetts
area and I have been researching the subject of God and women. I find your site talks a good bit on
the subject of sexuality. Well, that is a subject that intrigues me because it is somewhat of a mystery to
me. I constantly try to repress it, so I like to see what others think and feel . While reading your web
site I get a strange shock of quivering down my spine. I am curious about you. What message would
AhWeh say to me? The blessings of St. Mary to you. Father John
AHWEH’S RESPONSE:   Dear one, I want you to know you are not alone in this. I honor your courage in
writing to us. You are curious about me? That is good. Together we are going to change some ideas
you have about sexuality. First of all, let me tell you that the strange quivering you feel down your
spine is your body awakening to an energy and power that has too long been repressed. The church
may disagree with me here, but I have a Truth I wish to tell you. Sexuality is a Holy, Spiritual Power that
can be used for Healing and Creating a Path to Oneness and Unity. Your body is tool for healing and
loving. God did not give us sexuality so we could repress it. God gave us sexuality so we could
explore the mystery of it. You are a priest, dear one, at a very key time in the history of mankind. You
are going to help change the repression of a very sacred Truth that the church has denied for far too
long. Here is my challenge to you, dear one, John. When you feel ready, allow me to come to you in the
Dreamtime. I wish for you to experience the Healing power of sexual Love. I do not come with the
intention of “seducing” you or changing you in any way. I merely want you to experience for yourself
what you have been taught is “wrong”. It is not “wrong”. It is good and right. The intention with which
it is used is what is right or wrong. If you use power to make others suffer or to hide the truth, then it
is the wrong use of power. If you use power to heal with Love and to reveal the Truth, then it is the
right use of power. You do not need the church to tell you what is right and wrong, dear one. You
already know. You were born knowing.     WE LOVE YOU.
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August 31, Wednesday    Dear Kathy, I am sitting in my study right now writing to you. You mention
coming to me in the dreamtime and sexuality. This would be a most wonderful thing for me to have you
come. I don’t know how you can do such a thing, but if you can do it, I say come to me!   I have to tell
you it is difficult to be a priest. I have so many times gone to the confessional hoping a woman would
come in to confess some sexual sins. I have masturbated sometimes while listening to such
confessions, but then I have to confess my own sins of fantasizing about sexual pleasures! Maybe you
think I am one of the bad priests, but I am not alone in this. Other priests have confessed the same
things to me. Many of us masturbate in the confessional. That is our own secret sin.

Dear Loving John, I appreciate what you are sharing with me. I appreciate how honest and open you
are with your experiences in the confessional. Being taught that having sexual desires is a SIN is the
same as being taught that being human is a SIN. Humans are sexual. It is not a shameful thing to be
human and is not a shameful thing to be sexual. There are many things I want to share with you. I will
be coming to see you in the dreamtime tonight. There is important work for us to do together. Our
work together is spiritual AND it is healing AND it is sexual. You are ready for this. There are many
things that I can share with you in the dreamtime that I cannot share with you in words. You will
experience the truth and the beauty and the power of it through your FEELINGS. It is important that
you know my intention is PURE LOVE. I do not know how much you will remember in the morning when
you wake. Please write to me about any memories or any questions you have.
With great respect and love for you,
Kathy and AhWeh

September 1, 2005 Dear Kathy, Wow, you are really coming! I can hardly believe you are coming! I am
used to miles of red tape to go thru before anything happens. You just make things happen! I am
almost overwhelmed by so much female attention. I am talking to a Real woman now; and not thru a
little window in the confessional either. The internet surprises me how people can connect now. Some
years ago none of this would be possible. I so much want you to really come tonight!
The Blessing of Saint Mary!
Rev. John

(Thursday night September 1, 2005 we visited Father John for the first time in the etheric dreamtime.
Jaguar Woman made love with him.)

September 2, 2005
Dear Reverend John, There are many FEELINGS being awakened within you. I know they are very
powerful and might feel overwhelming at times. It is all good, John. It is all very good. There is much
more that I want to share with you...all in good time. Enjoy the awakening of your body's wisdom.
I would like to recommend a book to you that has helped me to understand this new way of life that is
being presented to us. It is actually an ancient way of life that seems "new" to us because we do not
remember it. "EARTH MEDICINE" by Jamie Sams. Here's a quote from there about Dreamtime: "Some
people believe that their spirits go to heaven, nirvana, the Spirit World, or paradise. All of these
concepts are individual ways of labeling what my Elders called Dreamtime. The nontangible world,
where all is pure energy, exists as a parallel to our tangible world. The membrane that separates
these worlds is very thin and can be accessed with practice." Now that you have experienced this
"parallel world" you KNOW it is real. Last night you kept telling me that you were NOT asleep! Well, in a
way, you were right. You were just awake in a "different" world.
WE LOVE YOU.
Kathy and AhWeh

September 2, 2005
Dear Kathy, I am pondering all the things I have experienced. I cannot begin to explain to you how
good you feel to me. You must think I am an idiot for being so childish, but I just did not know the
wonderful nature of a woman! These things have been kept hidden from me. No wonder all the men in
the world go crazy for a woman! Do women actually know how powerful they can be? I think you could
turn any man in the world upside down with your small finger. I can not even imagine a woman's body
any more wonderful than yours. You put me into a 'state of high' like I have never been in before. All
these things are true. Now for the night-time thing, I remember telling you I was not dreaming. Well,
dam it, I discovered I really was sleeping, and now you reveal to me that there truly is a parallel world.
I think our cosmology was all mixed up! You have just proven to me that this parallel world really
exists. My God, I am 33 years old and I never understood this! Jesus was 33 years old when he died,
but I am just beginning to awaken at 33. Men who have experienced a woman must look at us priests
and think we don’t really know what we are talking about. Well, that is what I am beginning to behold.
The church must be afraid of women because they are so powerful and sacred. You are certainly the
most sacred of women I have ever touched in this lifetime.
I went out this morning and bought the book by Jamie Sams. That is why I was not around to email you
this morning. I have already begun reading it. I am reading it at the coffee shop around the corner.
Thank you for coming into my life. I can hardly wait to be inside you again and experience how you
feel. And My God, your breasts are divine. I can not say anymore, because it would be unpriestly of
me, but you are my personal vision of an Angel.
May Saint Mary Bless this Sacred Divine Woman!
Rev John

September 4, 2005 Dear Reverend John, St. Mary is a Sacred Divine Woman too. She has a lot to do
with what is happening right now for you and me. We ARE blessed!!! You are a man of great passion
and great Love. And you are awakening to who you REALLY are. You recognize the beauty and power
of sexuality and how sacred it can be. You have the courage to follow what your heart is telling you is
True. You are recognizing the limitations of the church.
Did you know that, according to some Native American elders, you are not a fully grown adult until you
are 52 years old? You are at the perfect age for "awakening", dear man. Jesus' life did not end at age
33. It just changed drastically. You are more advanced in your spiritual life than you think. I am telling
you that you are a very significant person in a very significant plan for the Healing about to take place
on Earth. It is a plan based on Love. And your great capacity to Love and your great devotion to
service are keys.
You are experiencing woman in a more complete and profound way than most men ever have. It is
because of your ability to Love and to appreciate Love. You asked if all women are like me. Well, they
are...and they aren't. Just like all men are like you...and they aren't. It is the capacity to give and
receive Love that affects the power of the sexual experience.
I am coming to be with you again tonight. If you can, be asleep by about midnight or so. I can stay until
about 2:00 a.m. Then I must leave to go learn more with my teachers in the Dreamtime. I am in a period
of intense learning also. I just started this work in the Dreamtime about 4 months ago. It has added so
much joy and meaning to my life. You have a lot to look forward to, John!!! It's hard to believe, but it
just keeps getting better!!! See you tonight!
WE LOVE YOU.
Kathy and AhWeh